Dear Sandie:
<Whispered> It Doesn't... It Doesn't....It Doesn't Matter....What? What Matters Is Why.........
<beat 24 bars> long time huh........I don't normally just really care.....
About the Pounding In My Heart.....
But This Time was Tough on Me......
I Really...
Want To Say.....

It Doesn't Matter That You Hid Yourself....that you lied to me. ......

But at least I know It was your Job......

To Track down love through the OPEN NEWS......
I Guess That's Why You Still CHOOSE.................TO MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY..................................
'BOUT KEEPING ME ON THE SHELF....
JUST IN CASE......
YOU FINALLY DECIDE THAT YOU CRAVE MY INSTANT ICED GOD LOVE....JUST
JUST FOR THE LASTE TASTE OF SOME OTHER kind'a FLAVOR..................................

OF LONG LOST MEMORIES THAT you may CHOOSE TO MEMORIZE.....
OF LOVE GROWN DISTANT AND AFRAID TO RISE....
FIGHTING OVER LOVE IS LIKE FIGHTING FOR A PRIZE...
I REALLY DON'T KNOW, I JUST LOOK SURPRISED.......
WHEN YOU WALKED AWAY AND COMPARED ME TO J..............
I'LL JUST HAVE TO SAY.....GOODBYE FOR THE LAST TIME........
IT WAS REAL FOR ME, BUT CAN'T YOU SEE. IT WASN'T TIME FOR YOU TO KNOW WHAT REAL REALLY WAS....
IT DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU LIED.....CAUSE THE LAST TIME I WAS NOT SURPRISED....
I DIDN'T DIE....
www.leaveituptogod.comI REMAINED....
TO MY GRAVE....THE SADNESS OF DEATH I HAVE INSIDE....
TO THIS MY DAY.... I'LL HOLD YOUR SOUL, WITHIN THE GREATNESS OF YOUR DESTINY...
COMPLETE MY LIFE.... BUT NO YOU CAN'T......WELL IF I START A MELODY THEN I CAN'T RE'CAN'T

TO DEATH I'LL GO.....LOVING YOU FOREVER......
www.ihaveavision.usBUT IT'S ONLY GOING TO BE OK IF YOU TALKED TO ME AGAIN
BUT IT HAS TO BE SOON....ON THIS SIDE......I'LL FIND YOU EASY .... ON THE OTHER SIDE.

Let's go 2 lines back before the first set of spikes........
I knew you already loved your dislikes........................
this is never meant to be an obsession.......just a confession....
about my love for you................................................................
And By The Way.......
It was always TRUE.......But Tricky..............
Anyway.....It Doesn't really matter much to me anymore.....But It Really Used To....
That's Why I Can't Ever Have Someone Else Like You.........
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Laugh....My.....Ridiculas.......Poor........Soul...To Death...........
But Instead.....
Give Me Wealth....
Give Me You .....
Once Again.................Thank You.......
Sandie Kay........... I'll be Me. or.. Mel....Meliss.....
I'm Still In Bliss...................
A Brand.......New ... Day. .will shine this day
upon you.....
<and I forgive you........>
it's not over..............
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